Post by Severus T. Snape on Sept 3, 2020 1:33:59 GMT
❝ I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun❞
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun❞
But that didn’t mean he was a hero. Far from it. He was a coward and he knew it. He just would hate if anyone pointed it out and would get angry – partially at whoever told him that, but mostly at himself. He was just a boy who had called his best friend a slur and she ended up going right into his greatest enemy’s arms for comfort. And then they had a kid. And then he caused her death. How could he ever forgive himself for something like that? Perhaps she’d come back too with this phenomenon, but she shouldn’t forgive him for what he did. He could never make up for everything he did, and everything he didn’t do, this him or that future self who died a few months ago.
Severus sighed, hiding himself deeper in a book, reading up on some new potions that had come around in the past twenty or so years. He was in a corner of the library, hiding away, hoping that no one would come by him. The last thing he needed was another kid coming up to him and drooling all over him saying how he was a hero – or some big bully coming to torture him. He just wanted some peace and quiet for once in his life.